Bad day

Today is a bad bad day...



Today dear got a call at 630.. i thought it was alarm. so i wake up n prepare to bathe. A second call cum and he woke up.. a early morning call from family is not a usual thing. He say cham cham and appear shock. den he tell me his friend eric got accident at JB



So i go bathe come back and he say in very serious condition. Normally i would on the tv and kiap hair.. but today we just sit there he stare at me i stare back at him.. keep telling him nothing would b wrong. He told me 1 friend lost his leg, 1 friend die last yr from accident already. He dun wan this fren got another problem again. & this friend is v close to him and his family



after that he go work and i watch a bit of tv and go work.



Until 9 plus dear dear call and sobbing.. say his fren go already... Oh my... he say he got no heart to do anything.. he want to go home ( Taiping ). Since he is going back next tues, i ask him now go home, next week den come back. He say not sure. He called again and said abt 4-5 pple from prev company and his friends book ticket rush back today. 2 of rico pple going back. Took last minute leave.

Suppose dear dear service car den go home. Gram ask him work. But he is understanding and said a while only, quickly do and can go. dear dear nt fetching me back hm today. he returning vehicle & go back pack. :(

Suppose go NATAS tomm de.. wan book ticket for HK and genting. But hai.. nvm lo.
He tell me he dun wan work. He wan enjoy life wt me cause life is so short. he blame himself tt he intro him to Singapore to work.

Dear dear must be strong k... im always gonna be with u.. just God takes him to somewhere better. I also dunno how if it happens to me.. im so scared.. i msg birdie and mommy... CHOI but im so afraid im going to lose them.

Mommy juz msg ask me go back stay and tt she miss me. Dunno le dun think so la.. alien at home. though i miss mommy too.. and its been so long we talk talk already.

Life can be so short huh... I juz wanna treasure everything i have now. Want to do what, just do.. dun wait le.. wan go travel, travel if not, time wont wait for u.

I just felt like crying again when remember dear dear just call tt time. He must be feeling extremely terrible and lost.

Today hug hug muack muack dear dear and i will definately cry for a long long time again as usual whenever he go back.. I think this is the longest time he is going to b away...

** After 08/08/08, everything will be settled, and we will announce to the whole wide world abt us. Friendster full of our pictures and i can go back with him to Taiping.. cant wait to see how his family look like, his house look like, his hometown looks like. **

How am i going to survive for 6 days... OMG...